Woops

I'm 15 weeks pregnant, so I guess I'm starting out a little late. Oopsy. So let me fill you in on what's been going on in mamma's life the past 10 weeks that I've known I've been pregnant.

I've previously had a miscarriage, so the first few weeks of knowing I was extremely afraid and worried about everything constantly. Going pee, was dreadful to me because the last thing I wanted to see was blood. Thankfully, that never happened and everything has gone smoothly. My OBGYN likes to remind me constantly that it's a healthy pregnancy and I couldn't ask for anything more :)

The father of this baby and I are currently not together. Now this isn't a blog for me to sit here in vent on the father, or to put him down. He will be a great father and I wish that we were together, but currently that is not the situation. Fighting constantly wasn't healthy for me or the baby, so until there is changes made we will be seperated.

I might mention that I do have a fainting problem! I've had it since two, so lately all my "stress" is because I faint constantly. It's scary and unsafe but it's something not only do I have no control of but I don't know what causes it. Hopefully I'll get some answers in the next few weeks. It's even more scarier that I do still work - even though I'm supposed to be on medical leave. I love working though, it keeps me sane and the money doesn't hurt either :)

I currently don't know what the sex of my baby is, and I'm more than excited to find out. I don't care if it's a boy or a girl but I have a feeling it's a boy, who knows though! So excited to get my hands on that nursery.. and to meet my little baby! It's crazy to think of all that's happened in 10 weeks and how fast time has flown by. Next thing you know i'll forget about this blog and i'll be 25 weeks! but I'll promise i'll keep up with it. I want my child to see this one day and read about what his mommy went through!