Moped anyone?

Why on earth did we think it was a good idea!

My parents and I decided to rent them for 24 hours, wohoo sounds fun right? Well within those 24 hours we managed to make a disaster out of it - but we had the time of our lives!

My mother Yvette got lost  at night making it so my other mother and I rode around in CIRCLES looking for her. We saw the same damn cheeseburger shop about 14 times. Finally after a very long two hours we decided we are NOT leaving the hotel and we will wait for her outside and looks who drives up all with smiles and happy - my damn mother! We decided to lock are bikes up for the night after that experiance and all was well until my mother dropped someones bike onto hers and tore a hole in the seat & Tammy burnt her leg with the muffler, woops! We all got the giggles and someone had an accident but I won't name any names ;)

Day Two with the mopeds was going to be much calmer we decided! We wanted to use these things to our advantage so we woke up early and started off on our journey - Diamond Head! Beautiful views around it and was a great drive, we decided to drive in to see the crater and they wanted us to pay 15$ to stand there and look at grass! Hell no. So we made a illegal U turn and got outta there as fast as we could! After that mess we decided to take the highway to go see the bay on the far end of the island! Beautiful drive and seeing all the land was awesome! Saw more houses than buildings and that was nice. We decided not to do much swimming over there yet because we only had a couple hours left on the moped and we want to use our full moneys worth. So as we started to leave the bay there was a few speed bumps and my mother tried avoiding one of them and drove right into a boulder! Damnit Mom! haha. We drove back and saw this small beach/park that no one was at so we deicded to eat lunch there, well on the way out I was first and was waiting for them behind me and literally within seconds I hear a big CRASH. yes, a crash. I flew off my bike threw my backpack and sunglasses off and saw my poor mother on the ground with the moped on top of her! We were all freaking out trying to move the moped and there was minor minor damage to the moped and some aches on my mother. Thank god! By the way thank you older man who walked by and didn't bother to help us, appreciate the gratitude. On that note we decided it was time for a break! Lets go fill up the tank than drive to the beach and swim, than turn them in. As we are at the gas station we are trying to fix my mothers broken mirror and look who walks up to us - THE MOPED GUY! Oh crap! Somehow we managed to make it seem like we were adjusting the mirror and it got loose and popped off. He apologized and brought us back to the place and fixed it!  Jeez what a relief! Finally two hours later we return them and run off quickly to the closest bus station...

We didn't have any moped insurance! Woops..Thank god they didn't notice the scratches!

September 28th

Not only have I been feeling my baby kick and move around, but as of today I can finally say that I can even see her squirm around inside my belly :) So exciting! I can't wait for the next 10 weeeks and to see all my changes and feel her grow! Only 134 days until I meet my baby girl and man, I can't wait!

Oahu, Hawaii!

We made it! but it was one hell of a journey to get here!

It all started off with everything going perfect, of course. Being on schedule all day, finding great books at the library, packing things I thought I forgot, than it alllllll went down hill! I knew that something was going to go wrong...........but did I really have to forget my camera battery plugged into the wall at home? like really? I'm such an idiot!

For some reason we didn't have time to go all the back to the house so we rushed to the local bellingham best buy, guess who doesn't have it in stock? Best buy, of course! So naturally I'm disappointed and frustrated with myself so there goes my mood down the drain. I'm trying my hardest to research a way to get that battery and charger and find out the Best Buy in Oahu carries it! Yay!

9/27 @ 9:00 A.M - I wake up and realize I need to start my journey to go get this damn battery! What a pain in my ass. We soon find out that it's across the island and that it would cost 40$ to get there and 40$ to get back.. That is ridiculous! I'm searching and searching and finally realize well of course Oahu has a public transit and 2.50$ sounds a lot better than 80$ :) We sight see on the bus and finally get there and find the damn charger/battery. Than my parents decided we need to get grocerys for our condo, so we find the cheapest place - WAL MART! Now we have to transfer buses to there, get groceries than somehow carry them back to the hotel.

All I can say was today was an adventure! Bus rides, Best Buy, Wal Marts, Taxis, Carrying groceries downtown.. jeez! I'm one exhausted momma. I'm waiting for my camera to charge and than we are off to the water. FINALLY!

Update on Charley - She is kicking like crazy! Baby girl loved the plane ride and she still is in love with Pitbull.. (ugh) I feel her so much more now, it's so exciting1 I love her so much and can't wait to show her this beautiful world and to teach her all I know. :)

Full of smiles

Today I got to see one of my best friends, and the godmother of my child, Alisha Jefferson - after a long, LONG, six months! It felt so good to be around someone who knows me deep down and supports my life decisions! It reminded me of how lucky I am of how many people I have in my life that support me! I'm so blessed to have such an amazing family and friends :)

I should probably stop wasting time and get back to packing! I know as soon as I'm on that dang island I'll realize I forgot something! Typical me..

Halfway there!

20 weeks down, 20 weeks to go!

I can finally sit here and say that I'm more than halfway done with my pregnancy. I'm so anxious to meet my little girl I can't even sit here and explain how excited I am and blessed to say I'm having a baby.

Tonight I can't stop thinking about who I was a year ago and who I am today. The changes I've made, the things I've learned, and the wisdom I've gained is unexplainable. I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world and it's crazy to think that I'm sitting here at age 18 typing a pregnancy blog. A year ago I was focused on my next party, where it was going to be and who it's going to be with - today I'm focused on my baby, myself, and our future. I am so proud of who I've become and I'm still in shock on how much I've grown up in such little time.

Some people think I made these big changes when I found out I was pregnant, but most people don't realize I made the changes about 6 months before I even got pregnant. I decided that partying wasn't getting me anywhere and neither was hanging around negative influences so I gave up online schooling to go back to highschool and devolp a more "normal education". I decided to go to the alternative which was completley my choice because of Ms. Larrabee and I liked the enviornment. Once I made the decision to go back to school I gave up a lot. I gave up those friends, that alcohol, and that lifestyle all because I wanted to better myself. So before I found out I was going to be a mother, I made a lot of effort to be a better person and that was a good decision I've made.

I think that even though I'm young, I'm going to be a great mother.

Charley

I've posted pictures of my ultrasound, pictures of me in my bright pink bow, and even introduced you to the darling Keira but what I haven't done - is tell you how I feel about knowing I'm having a little daughter.

I feel so incredible. I feel so proud, excited, anxious, happy, and extremely blessed. Most of all I can't believe that in 147 days (give or take a few days) I'll be bringing my baby girl into this world and teaching her everything I know. It's going to be a whole new experiance, even though it may be tough I do feel prepared and confident that I'll be a great mother. I'm so appreciative that she is healthy and growing right on track, my little 9 ounce girl is so beautiful that I can't help but look at her photo every chance I can get.

I'm already spoiling baby Charley, I can't help myself but to start a few projects early! Headbands! I figured thats a easy project so I'm ordering flowers offline and having them shipped to the house - so by the time I'm home from Hawaii I can be Martha Stewart and go crazy!

Momma loves her little Charley

Welcome Baby Keira

                         One of my best friends, Laura  gave birth to her Beautiful daughter - Keira Avery Petty.

I know Laura may not read this today, or tomorrow or probably not anytime soon but when she does I hope she realizes how much she means to me. Laura Velador is probably one of the few people that knows me to the core and whom I can call a true friend. Who would of thought that we would be friends after all that we've been through but I wouldn't give up our friendship for anything. I keep typing all this stuff about why you mean so much to me but nothing just sounds right. I just want her to know how much I appreciate her and our friendship and I hope that she will always be in my life because she's truely a good person. She stood by me when I was going through my worst, she called me out on my mistakes and never sugar coated anything - even if we did have our disagreements somedays I know that it's the past and we've gotten through that. I am so proud of her for everything that she has done and the woman she is today - Keira is one lucky lady to have a mother like her and I know Laura will raise her daughter to be an amazing woman. I am so blessed to have a friend like her, someone who tells me how it is and can always make me laugh. I miss our memories and boy, did we have some crazy times but now it's time for us to be mothers and I know we have a crazy journey ahead of us but I have full confidence that we will do great and you will show me all the ropes :) I'm so proud of you for all that you've done and I can't wait for us to raise our daughters together. Thanks for being a great friend and a incredible person!

Love you Larry :)

It's a

Beautiful Little Girl :)

In Loving Memory

Although it's September 12th and I'm a day late - I'd like to post something regaurding  September 11th and the terrorism attack that occured 10 years ago.

Time is passing. Yet, for the United States of America, there will be no forgetting September the 11th. We will remember every rescuer who died in honor. We will remember every family that lives in grief. We will remember the fire and ash, the last phone calls, the funerals of the children. “
- President George W. Bush, November 11, 2001

At age eight, I thought not only was my life invincible but I thought my country was too. Problems in my life consisted of my mom forgetting to pack my cookies with my lunch or not winning the game at reccess and that all changed in a matter of days. Who would of thought I'd be sitting here 10 years later being able to say I watched on television a terrorism attack and that my generation grew up watching a war. I bet I wasn't the only kid, teenager, adult that never even anticipated the tragic event that happen on the morning of September 11th, 2011 So I wasn't alone when I say, I thought our country was invincible. I myself wasn't a victim of terrorism, or had family that was a victim or even knew anybody who went through this tragedy but seeing our country go through this made me look at our world differently. I saw true fear in people's eyes and didn't quite understand why or how could someone do this? I had so many questions and I ask because no one could answer because they had no idea either. What happened that day is something that all of us will never forget, dispite how we feel about the situation

 

To all the Firefighters, Police Officers, Volunteers, People that helped I would just like to say thank you. You risked your lives for some people that you've never met, or the few that you did know - and for that, I respect you more than anything. I couldn't imagine the pain you went through that day but I do know that you guys all shown so much bravery and fight that it made me look at our country completley differently. The people like you are the hero's of this country, along side our military who fights everyday for our rights. To all victims and victim's family - please know you are in my prayers and heart. You didn't deserve any of this.

I may not be Bush's biggest fan but I'd also like to point out that he did one hell of a job handling the situation. Imagine sitting there in a classroom full of children with a secret agent whispering in your ear "We have been attacked" and to still remain sitting there, calm. Whenever I think what would I do if I was in his shoes, I'd probably run for help but he made a decision and stuck by it - defend our country. I don't think the 10 year war was neccesary but he delivered a command and fought to it. I thank all the soldiers that fought and risked their lives for our country, to the soldiers that missed out on THEIR lives just so we can sleep at night.

Now, we have inscribed a new memory alongside those others. It’s a memory of tragedy and shock, of loss and mourning. But not only of loss and mourning. It’s also a memory of bravery and self-sacrifice, and the love that lays down its life for a friend–even a friend whose name it never knew. “
- President George W. Bush, December 11, 2001

I am a statistic

"Nearly one million teen girls get pregnant each year. Nearly four out of 10 young women

get pregnant at least once before they turn 20."

How do I feel about teenage pregnancy? I'm unsure exactly.


It's not something I would promote, but then again I wouldn't look down upon it either. Everyone has a different situation and has their reasons for pregnancy - accidental or planned. I myself think anyone before the age of 20 planning to have a baby is crazy but that's just my opinion. I feel as if 85% of teenagers that get pregnant aren't ready for what life has given them and it's sad. I'm not going to lie, I look down upon the people that think of it as fun, a way to get attention, to keep their boyfriend around, or just to have someone to love. Having a child isn't something that should be taken very lightly and every precaution should be used! I myself was on birth control during my pregnancy so I guess I'm just extremely fertile? It doesn't give me an excuse though, I'm just one of the few that is taking my responsibility very carefully and doing everything I can for me and this baby.

Teenagers that are pregnant have it so much harder than most and that's a pretty obvious statement. They are barely becoming adults legally and are just learning about not only themselves but the world that they are in - so becoming a parent at that moment isn't exactly ideal. They have to worry about jobs, relationships, friends, family, education, and their needs as a teenager.

The main thing I think teenager mothers/fathers need is support! I myself have a great support system and brag about it every chance I can. If you don't have support from your family try talking with school counslers, health care professionals, support groups (you can find them online too!). Don't get me wrong about support though, I don't mean they need someone to support you financially or physically - you just need someone to talk to sometimes. I myself don't expect nor want my parents to support me financially, I will do as much as I can for my child and self. My parents are willing to help, so I'm learning boundries with that so things don't get complicated. Them helping me during the first few months/year will help me in the long run with my education and work.

Judgement.. is a huge thing to overcome! I myself have judged people and I even judged people in this post (Read the second paragraph) Everyone has their opinions of people and it's a hard thing to get used to but it's something you will see throughout your life. Being a teen parent isn't exactly something to ease that either. You will get the looks, the glares, and maybe even the comments but all that I know is that at the end of the day all that matters is that my baby is healthy and happy. I guess just prove them all wrong and show them that you can do this - and if you can't, don't feel incapable. Adoption is a great opportunity that I think ALL teen parents should consider dispite their situation.

19 weeks

I still can't believe that in two days I'll be finding out the sex of my baby (September 12th). Time has flown by and I couldn't be more thankful for what I have and I'm so appreciative of this little baby growing inside me! I'm feeling pretty good and very healthy. All my cravings consist of healthy snacks, which is obviously a lot better than greasy fast food! Carrots, Apples, Plums, Bagels! Yum :) My favorite part of my day is eating, how sad! I'm wanting to be more active, so I should take advantage of that while I can.

Summer has ended and monday is day 3 of school. So far so good! I found out that this year is going to be a lot stressfree than I anticipated :) By the end of this semester I'll have 21 credits if I don't do anymore contracts. I need 23 credits to graduate so I'm for sure getting those 2 credits out of the way before this baby comes, so once he/she does come all I need to do is two classes! I couldn't imagine going to a different school other than B-E North. I don't know what I'd do without my teacher, Ms. Larrabee.

Ms. Larrabee is the most selfless person I've ever met, her life is B-E North and it's not just about the education for her. Ms. Larrabee cares about your overall well being and is there for you no matter what! She has helped me go through so many rough times and I know I'm not the only one she's helped! She deals with so much and deserves the utter most respect from everyone. I'm so thankful for her and all she's done :)

Nursery

    I can't wait to start my projects!

                                                       This nursery is gorgeous! I love ocean themes!

                                        Etsy.com is a GREAT site where i'm going to get wall decals from

                                   For a girl we decided on a theme of  just flowers! with color of course

                                                   I'm 100% sold on getting a quote on those walls!

                                                   If the baby is a boy the theme will be..... Nautical :)

May you rest in peace..

Recently there's been a death in my community, Tyler McNear. He was a senior attending Sedro Woolley Highschool and my heart goes out to all family and friends. Tyler committed suicide on August 8th, 2011 in the morning sometime. I don't know him or have ever met him but it's so hard seeing people you know go through a death. I myself have experianced this and it's heartbreaking. Keep your heads up and mourn positively.My heart goes out to Tyler's mother, I couldn't imagine the feeling she has or the thoughts that are running through her mind but I wish her the best and I'll be praying.

If you ever have suicide thoughts or are going through some really tough depression - PLEASE call this hotline  1-800-273-8255. Day OR night, someone will be there for you and just listen.

Death has got me thinking a lot more about life, and how appreciative I am of not only my own but the child that I'm carrying inside me's life as well. It's crazy to think of how I, Danielle Yost can bring a human into this world. I'm so thankful for the people in my life - My parents, family, teachers, friends, coworkers. Without any of them I don't know where I would be at today.

So before you say something rude to someone, or before you decide to blow someone off, before you decide to do something - think of how it's going to affect that other person. You may never know what that person is going through - depression, anger, suicide thoughts..and it could ruin their day. Be there for eachother and listen to eachother, sometimes all we need is someone to talk to.

September 5th, 2011

This summer has reminded me a lot of what I miss - my childhood. My pregnancy has brought me even more closer to my parents and my family. I know more about who I am and what I'm capable of, I feel more confident with my life and my goals - I feel more, happy. Most of all I feel healthy. I've had a rough couple of years and to have a summer completley sober, was exactly what I needed. School starts in two days and even though I'm extremely excited I know that it's time to get down to business and do something for not only my life but the baby's life as well.

What to do.. What to do..

                                            Four in the morning and I'm wide awake, like always.

   My life feels so hectic lately. I finally get a couple days off from work and I'm already going crazy (it hasn't even been 48 hours of me being not busy ha!) The whole time I was working I just couldn't wait to be laying in this bed doing nothing but now all I am thinking about is the things I should be doing! But I realize I need to appreciate these relaxing days because before I know it, I won't even remember what the word relaxing is! I've gotten back into reading which I'm extremely happy about. I've always been a reader! Obsessed with the library and probably one of my favorite places to be honest. I'm currently reading Water for Elephants! Good story so far :) Speaking of books! I found this GREAT tutorial on how to make a "book shelf" for the baby's nursery. It's a completley creative idea that I fell in love with instantly.

                                                                             Heres the Shelf!

I'm also in love with idea of making my own diaper bag - but I'm not too sure on how that will turn out? Probably awful. I feel so creative lately and like I need to make anything. I finally talked myself out of making the bedding for the crib - hello can you say the worst idea I've ever had? Couldn't put my child through that! I'm still debating on making a quilt, I realllllllly want too and I think it's pretty reasonable. Plus I was looking at Etsy.com and the handmade ones going on there are for like 250$ Does it look like I have money to just throw around? Hell no, I'm 18 and work at the dang movies!

                                                       Update on how I'm feeling

Other than the not sleeping at night I'm feeling great! My energy level seems kind of low the past few days and I can feel the extra sleepyness throughout the day. No sickness or anything along those lines so Momma is feeling great! Haven't fainted in a week either, GREAT NEWS for us :) I feel like I finally have a stomach now, about dang time! Little one, but hey! it's still a stomach. Oh and I'm craving Lasagna lately? Uh weird considering I HATE Lasagna and anything italian!