Halfway there!

20 weeks down, 20 weeks to go!

I can finally sit here and say that I'm more than halfway done with my pregnancy. I'm so anxious to meet my little girl I can't even sit here and explain how excited I am and blessed to say I'm having a baby.

Tonight I can't stop thinking about who I was a year ago and who I am today. The changes I've made, the things I've learned, and the wisdom I've gained is unexplainable. I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world and it's crazy to think that I'm sitting here at age 18 typing a pregnancy blog. A year ago I was focused on my next party, where it was going to be and who it's going to be with - today I'm focused on my baby, myself, and our future. I am so proud of who I've become and I'm still in shock on how much I've grown up in such little time.

Some people think I made these big changes when I found out I was pregnant, but most people don't realize I made the changes about 6 months before I even got pregnant. I decided that partying wasn't getting me anywhere and neither was hanging around negative influences so I gave up online schooling to go back to highschool and devolp a more "normal education". I decided to go to the alternative which was completley my choice because of Ms. Larrabee and I liked the enviornment. Once I made the decision to go back to school I gave up a lot. I gave up those friends, that alcohol, and that lifestyle all because I wanted to better myself. So before I found out I was going to be a mother, I made a lot of effort to be a better person and that was a good decision I've made.

I think that even though I'm young, I'm going to be a great mother.